On the other than, I've slept way, way too much today. So the schedule of things I must do today, is perhaps different than I thought it was going to be last night. But that's okay, I needed the sleep, and the important thing is no fucking off. I've things to do! Both in terms of art and grocery shopping and Cleaning All the Things and such-like.
Starting my "day" in much the same way, but am beating myself up much less than usual for it.
Right now, it's not raining. IT'S NOT RAINING. I've decided, among other things, to go out and take a walk. Soho is calling to me. I don't know why. But I listen when called.
::::nods::::: Yup, yup, yup. While I can't currently get to Soho, I *can* and will get to Highland Street and Elm Park here in Wormtown and *will* make myself leave the house. It is always good to listen when those voices call.
Am I being too intense lately? I feel so jazzed, but like this all must be really tiring to read.
Nah.
Yes, this is not a new phenomenon. Yes, it is disgusting that it is only being acknowledged now by the mainstream media like it's this year's shark attack, but it is vitally important than we keep the story alive, in hopes that that can engender change which will help keep kids alive.
And so much synchronicity with conversations I've had with my semi-daughter, who has actually finally vocalized at age 28 the thought that she does not know how she kept going in grammar school and high school, because she couldn't imagine at age 13 that she would EVER meet other people like her. [She met me at age 14 and started hanging out with Michael and me when she was in college.]
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Date: 2010-10-02 05:39 pm (UTC)Starting my "day" in much the same way, but am beating myself up much less than usual for it.
Right now, it's not raining. IT'S NOT RAINING. I've decided, among other things, to go out and take a walk. Soho is calling to me. I don't know why. But I listen when called.
::::nods::::: Yup, yup, yup. While I can't currently get to Soho, I *can* and will get to Highland Street and Elm Park here in Wormtown and *will* make myself leave the house. It is always good to listen when those voices call.
Am I being too intense lately? I feel so jazzed, but like this all must be really tiring to read.
Nah.
Yes, this is not a new phenomenon. Yes, it is disgusting that it is only being acknowledged now by the mainstream media like it's this year's shark attack, but it is vitally important than we keep the story alive, in hopes that that can engender change which will help keep kids alive.
And so much synchronicity with conversations I've had with my semi-daughter, who has actually finally vocalized at age 28 the thought that she does not know how she kept going in grammar school and high school, because she couldn't imagine at age 13 that she would EVER meet other people like her. [She met me at age 14 and started hanging out with Michael and me when she was in college.]