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I was eighteen or nineteen years old when she ripped up the photo of the pope on TV. I remember watching it at home with my parents. Maybe I was just finishing high school or it was the last time I came home during break in college; I'm not sure. What I remember was a sense of dismay as it happened, because even though I didn't really get it, I knew there was something there to get, and most people wouldn't and wouldn't try, they'd just be angry.
Sinead O'Connor's first album, which was a sort of ubiquitous thing in queer and lesbian and feminist circles if you were eighteen or nineteen at the time, sounded like nothing else anyone had ever heard before. I remember having it waaaaaaaaay before anyone else I knew, because I'd read about it in British music magazines I had to hide from my parents. It was so angry and primal and I spent an endless amount of time listening on repeat to "Just Like U Said it Would B" and thinking I knew things, even though I was a virgin.
Sinead O'Connor taught me women are wrath with the unprettiness of much of her voice, and it's slightly peculiar now to be regarding her commentary on the Church with admiration for her skills as a memoirist.