brief update
Aug. 19th, 2004 12:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rmThings are looking up. I've a meeting with a commercial casting director tomorrow, and I just feel like the next two weeks are going to bring a lot of auditions -- just there's a lot of casting notices out there of a sudden that suit me, which makes it feel like the void of summer is winding down. Also, The Queen's Company is holding auditions... aie aie aie... although, I'm thinking of not submitting for an appointment, because I'm not ready yet, and that's something I want to handle well when the time is right. Meanwhile, working on booking some TFPs so I can update my commercial shots and make a proper comp card and just have my pictures sync up with my current understanding, presentation and marketing of self. Sometimes part of the job is to regroup, even while moving forward.
Still don't know what the rest of that Counsellor story is, but any urgency I've felt about it has utterly receeded, which is good. For as much as it doesn't always look like I'm clear about this, my life is the one I'm living right now.
Prediction: Will be able to successfully post at Sunday's lesson. Why? 'Cause I've been listening to a film score with different horse hoofbeat rhythms in it, and now I understand what I wasn't understanding the other day... I know that's weird... but I was all about visualization when I danced, and even with singing I _really_ have to understand intellectually what my body is supposed to be doing... so I think I've got that going on now, and Sunday should be good.
So tonight: concert review, macroeconomics, life in general, childhood in seaside towns with dead concrete animals, ramblings about the upper east side, and a brief history of me and things German.
Random fantasy: someone makes a movie of The Secret History and makes me one of the awful, incestuous twins. Of course, I'm too old, and I faintly recall they were blonde, but this idea provides a lot of peculiar lingering amusement for me.
Mental status: righto... really bloody bored at work.
Still don't know what the rest of that Counsellor story is, but any urgency I've felt about it has utterly receeded, which is good. For as much as it doesn't always look like I'm clear about this, my life is the one I'm living right now.
Prediction: Will be able to successfully post at Sunday's lesson. Why? 'Cause I've been listening to a film score with different horse hoofbeat rhythms in it, and now I understand what I wasn't understanding the other day... I know that's weird... but I was all about visualization when I danced, and even with singing I _really_ have to understand intellectually what my body is supposed to be doing... so I think I've got that going on now, and Sunday should be good.
So tonight: concert review, macroeconomics, life in general, childhood in seaside towns with dead concrete animals, ramblings about the upper east side, and a brief history of me and things German.
Random fantasy: someone makes a movie of The Secret History and makes me one of the awful, incestuous twins. Of course, I'm too old, and I faintly recall they were blonde, but this idea provides a lot of peculiar lingering amusement for me.
Mental status: righto... really bloody bored at work.
