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This film is making me crazy already, and this was just day 1 (14 hours, 2 meal penalties, 1 night premium and a whole lot of crazy -- tomorrow call isn't even until 1!). I'm so tired I could cry. But hey, the dude who plays Peter Pettigrew is in it, and I'm just tickled by that, even if I ache from wearing a heavy crown on my head all day.

Which is as good a segue as any for -- the older I get, the less I care about other people's opinions of me. That said, I tripped over an old neurosis in that department hard the other day. And now having found it, I want to nuke the fucker, both for my sake and that of those I care about. In a way it's really simple, but it also feels kinda huge or something. So far though, so good.

I am so tired. I can't imagine you'll be seeing much of me here for the duration of this thing.

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I was thinking about you all day yesterday and was just too tired to write to you (16 hour day with other non-unions...hectic. came home to sleep and try to decompress before doing it all over again today) -- I was worried about you & craft services. I myself am feeling restricted because I don't like to eat sugar (including bread products and too much fruit)...I thought about you as I skipped over just about everything they have offered me this week.

Hopefully something there is gluten-free and your new make-up is working out.