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Aug. 9th, 2008 04:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rmFuck fuck fuck fuck.
I accidentally just toasted by deulling paper.
There is no way to get it back.
Choices:
- badly ramble for 40 minutes and be humiliated
- withdraw paper that was promoted to entire conference while I'm still here and be humiliated
- withdraw paper and hide in hotel room for rest of conference so people think I left and have trip ruined
I think HP fandom and I just parted ways forcefully.
I am freaking out.
I accidentally just toasted by deulling paper.
There is no way to get it back.
Choices:
- badly ramble for 40 minutes and be humiliated
- withdraw paper that was promoted to entire conference while I'm still here and be humiliated
- withdraw paper and hide in hotel room for rest of conference so people think I left and have trip ruined
I think HP fandom and I just parted ways forcefully.
I am freaking out.
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Date: 2008-08-10 02:27 am (UTC)Freaking is the mind-gibble.
Freaking is the little-defeat that brings abject surrender.
I will face my fail.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fail has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.