sundries
- I dreamed Patty and I went to Australia. This is, no doubt, because
schpahky sent me a thing about a contest to do a trailer for Australia and win a trip and the opportunity to meet Baz Luhrmann. I wish I knew anything at all about editing. Because this would be a fixation of epic proportions.
- It seems I now have a dream-city version of Sydney, because when I dream of it, I always go to the same places which doesn't exist. Even a cash machine, where I also hit the wrong button first, and wind up with some Korean won.
- I woke up with the realization that I can take the coat to the tailor all of fencing swears by -- they took in the legs of some pants for Sangsook by like 6 sizes or something.
I find, believe it or not, going to the tailor in general traumatic. Like dentsists and doctors and the hair and makeup epople on films, they always seem to tut-tut, to tell you why what you want is impossible and to explain why you are a bad person. I find it harrowing.
But I also just want to get this done, and not be laughed at me being a girl drowning in a greatcoat. I want to stand there smiling at myself -- stupid and smug -- in the mirror while the do the little thing with the bulb and the chalk about where the hem should be. I tried it on again this morning -- it really is rad. It's also heavy as hell. I'm going to need to learn to walk in it like I don't feel that, like its weight makes me taller not smaller.
I need to decide on (get ready to laugh at me) the appropriate BPAL to mak e a sachet with and leave in the bag with the coat -- which remarkably doesn't smell nearly as agrieved as 50+-year-old wool should smell, but still needs to be addressed both for narrative and practical reasons. Alas, going through my BPALs, my response has largely been no and various character names from other fandom. So I may be on the hunt.
- Last night it rained ferociously, and I did a lot of writing and the world felt very strange. Today there is sun, and it seems odd that the night was.
- Off to do some work and then babysit my father. I don't like this situation at all.
- It seems I now have a dream-city version of Sydney, because when I dream of it, I always go to the same places which doesn't exist. Even a cash machine, where I also hit the wrong button first, and wind up with some Korean won.
- I woke up with the realization that I can take the coat to the tailor all of fencing swears by -- they took in the legs of some pants for Sangsook by like 6 sizes or something.
I find, believe it or not, going to the tailor in general traumatic. Like dentsists and doctors and the hair and makeup epople on films, they always seem to tut-tut, to tell you why what you want is impossible and to explain why you are a bad person. I find it harrowing.
But I also just want to get this done, and not be laughed at me being a girl drowning in a greatcoat. I want to stand there smiling at myself -- stupid and smug -- in the mirror while the do the little thing with the bulb and the chalk about where the hem should be. I tried it on again this morning -- it really is rad. It's also heavy as hell. I'm going to need to learn to walk in it like I don't feel that, like its weight makes me taller not smaller.
I need to decide on (get ready to laugh at me) the appropriate BPAL to mak e a sachet with and leave in the bag with the coat -- which remarkably doesn't smell nearly as agrieved as 50+-year-old wool should smell, but still needs to be addressed both for narrative and practical reasons. Alas, going through my BPALs, my response has largely been no and various character names from other fandom. So I may be on the hunt.
- Last night it rained ferociously, and I did a lot of writing and the world felt very strange. Today there is sun, and it seems odd that the night was.
- Off to do some work and then babysit my father. I don't like this situation at all.
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C, whose mother never tut-tutted
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I totally understand about the BPAL thing, being someone who reacts fairly strongly to particular scents. I've been known to use scent to invoke a specific headspace--it's a useful tool for that. As amazing as BPAL is, there are plenty of other scent purveyors out there who probably have what you want or would be willing to custom blend one for you. Which makes me ponder what combination of scents I'd choose for such a purpose. Hmmm...
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If sie did an Andy, I'd wear it liek whoa. Just because.
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I have one BPAL that is close for me, but it's a bit heavy and has other associations -- plus it's an LE, which is problematic as it is. This seems like it might be in the zone.
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If there's something that you might want, let me know and I could probably hunt enough down for you to make your sachet with. This is not me trying to sell you anything - I just like helping people :)
Personally, I imagine Brom Bones, or my personal mix of Perversion and Smut :)
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