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I'm moody. And I'm done with winter. I can't take another bloody second of it. I want to be beautiful, and happy and optimistic, and there's still three-week-old-black-with-soot ice on the ground and that doesn't make it easy.

Will I get better value out of an expensive yuppie gym/classes that fits with my narrative and hence motivates me to get there (I used to sit on benches in Soho, in the rain, before school for utterly no reason) or if I sign up for the cheap crappy gym around the corner, which has the main benefit of being around the corner and not requiring a year membership (so I could go for a quarter and then make a decision)?

I bought a new shampoo, that smells like something from my past, and I can't think of what, but it's distracting me massively.