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Apr. 3rd, 2004 09:44 amWent out to drinking with co-workers last night. It was better than expected. Crappy bar though, but we ordered in good pizza to it. Ana Paquin was there, and my coworkers were idiots about it, so you know, another night in New York.
I dressed up for no good reason and that helped immeasureably, especially in the face of all the crap.
Ran into Amichai in Australian Homemade on the way home, and that was surprisingly aok too (but then Amichai and I had always been aok, it was the rest of that situation that had gotten stupid). There are definitely some struggles on his end with his creative stuff right now, and I felt bad to hear it.
After today's rehearsal I am off until next weekend because of the scene focus. I'll hardly know what to do with myself, although I suppose as ever the answer is sleep and find freelance work.
I'm supposed to go to the cast party for The Vagina Monologues tonight, but I'm not sure I can handle two nights of being socially awkward in a row (especially when I'm thinking a DVD double bill of Gattaca and Moulin Rouge is what I need to exorcise my rather odd demons du jour), although I suppose that too is a job like any other. Doom doom and woe. It would be easier to get motivated if I had my fliers for Counsellor yet.
I've had a great year so far, in terms of acting stuff, and yet I'm going through a big case of feeling like it's not enough, which is pretty silly. This has mostly been spurred on by the PR form for Counsellor, and mental crap about agents and unions.
I have to print about 8 billion forms at Kinkos today for some promo work I have coming up and get that out, and I've got rehearsal, but that's about that.
I dressed up for no good reason and that helped immeasureably, especially in the face of all the crap.
Ran into Amichai in Australian Homemade on the way home, and that was surprisingly aok too (but then Amichai and I had always been aok, it was the rest of that situation that had gotten stupid). There are definitely some struggles on his end with his creative stuff right now, and I felt bad to hear it.
After today's rehearsal I am off until next weekend because of the scene focus. I'll hardly know what to do with myself, although I suppose as ever the answer is sleep and find freelance work.
I'm supposed to go to the cast party for The Vagina Monologues tonight, but I'm not sure I can handle two nights of being socially awkward in a row (especially when I'm thinking a DVD double bill of Gattaca and Moulin Rouge is what I need to exorcise my rather odd demons du jour), although I suppose that too is a job like any other. Doom doom and woe. It would be easier to get motivated if I had my fliers for Counsellor yet.
I've had a great year so far, in terms of acting stuff, and yet I'm going through a big case of feeling like it's not enough, which is pretty silly. This has mostly been spurred on by the PR form for Counsellor, and mental crap about agents and unions.
I have to print about 8 billion forms at Kinkos today for some promo work I have coming up and get that out, and I've got rehearsal, but that's about that.
