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May. 12th, 2005 11:37 amThe weather is really changeable today and that and the smell of the sea is making me miss Sydney and crave the silly sausage rolls from there really badly. I don't know. Also thinking about the night I had my little breakdown on my little bed at the hostel and all that. Marinda wrote a few days ago and I should write back... she's been doing more evening stuff at NIDA, and I want to pick her brain about what it's like being there while the whole thing's on. I don't hear from people in the studio that much, I suspect none of us do, but it's weird the pull of it all... so much of that time will never leave me... I wake up from dreams sometimes with the taste of those damn salami and pesto sandwiches from the dread little NIDA cafe on the brain.
Having a hard time concentrating at work and am completely frustrated by never ending schedule changes with everything especially with next week containing two acting things and two mundane job things sort of all at once.
The weather in my head is being awfully damn changeable today too... like I was being a special sort of insane with Kali last night (she asked me what one of my characters thought about something, and then it and I became disinclined to shut the fuck up), and today my clothing choices are like... what the hell is that? And... blah. How can I be this crazed but also this shifty and bored?
The building is cleaning our air conditioners tomorrow morning, so also, there will be cleaning in the middle of the night and then me rushing out of the house early tomorrow because all that sort of building stuff gives me anxiety and I'm just better off missing it.
We're now in the breakout phase of the post-glycolic thing, but I'm still more happy with the results than not... long way to go. But I suppose that's the truth of everything around here.
Having a hard time concentrating at work and am completely frustrated by never ending schedule changes with everything especially with next week containing two acting things and two mundane job things sort of all at once.
The weather in my head is being awfully damn changeable today too... like I was being a special sort of insane with Kali last night (she asked me what one of my characters thought about something, and then it and I became disinclined to shut the fuck up), and today my clothing choices are like... what the hell is that? And... blah. How can I be this crazed but also this shifty and bored?
The building is cleaning our air conditioners tomorrow morning, so also, there will be cleaning in the middle of the night and then me rushing out of the house early tomorrow because all that sort of building stuff gives me anxiety and I'm just better off missing it.
We're now in the breakout phase of the post-glycolic thing, but I'm still more happy with the results than not... long way to go. But I suppose that's the truth of everything around here.
