My parents took myself and four friends for see the Giorgio Moroder version of Metropolis for my 13th birthday.
I fell in love with it. I fell in love with False Maria as she tore at her dress, the sheer mouth pleasure of saying Yoshiwara's House of Sin, Rotwang's odd little house and the rotunda with nine doors, the sadness of the obsession over Hel whom we also know nothing of, the pleasure gardens and the sports complex. It was dreams of my city, a New York of elevated highways and biplanes and grief and love and god in the catacombs.
To say my love for it is fannish would be wrong. It's been a much more private affair. I still love the music of the Giorgio Moroder version -- it's easy to mock, but much of it is astoundingly smart. I have dragged people to see if for years. That version, later restorations every time they found another piece.
That's the thing -- Metropolis is recognized as one of the greatest films ever made, and it's been incomplete (the current publicly available restoration is believed to be only 75% complete and relies heavily on title cards and stills and lacks basic information on at least two subplots) and the missing material presumed lost since May 1927. Every once in a while a few more minutes of footage and some stills surface and another restoration is released, but Metropolis has always been shown with the knowledge that we will never know what it once was.
To love this film has been to love the elegance of loss.
When Patty and I went down to Philcon, we popped our heads into the movie room while it was showing. I was on my way to a late-night panel I was in no mood for. Patty, being gracious, was attending with me and we had a few minutes to kill
"I love this film," I told her "and I'm pissed they scheduled me against it."
The scene was when the Foreman urges the workers not to destroy the Machines for they will flood the City and kill their own children. It's an overwrought silent film moment at its finest, and without looking at her, I could feel Patty go still and be rapt with it, and it was such a great and special pleasure to me.
After we left, we realized people were MT3K'ing the film, which irked me. Metropolis is, as a silent film, of another time and place. But it was also of another time and place when it was first released. It has never not been eerie and haunting and odd. And since almost immediately after its German release, it has never not been lost.
Metropolis is no longer lost. I don't think there is a living person who cares about this film who ever expected to see it as it once was.
I'm in tears.
And Patty's first actual viewing of it will be how it was originally meant to be seen. Over eighty years later. That's fucking spectacular.
Thanks to
coyotegoth for the heads up.