I'll be doing LJ Idol again, largely as a way to make myself write about something other than Torchwood.
I won't be "in it to win it" as they say, as I don't think I stand a chance. I grate on people, I'm not accessible (nor am I interested in being so -- I do not write to make people comfortable) and I'm likely staying the bloody hell away from the green room this time. A couple of people tried to bring the drama to me last time, and I was largely able to call that shit out and disengage myself from it quickly, but this time I'd like to avoid it entirely. I also promised people critiques of specific work way back and then never got to it, which, quite rightly (and I am sorry), can't have endeared me to anyone.
But I'll still play.
I won't be "in it to win it" as they say, as I don't think I stand a chance. I grate on people, I'm not accessible (nor am I interested in being so -- I do not write to make people comfortable) and I'm likely staying the bloody hell away from the green room this time. A couple of people tried to bring the drama to me last time, and I was largely able to call that shit out and disengage myself from it quickly, but this time I'd like to avoid it entirely. I also promised people critiques of specific work way back and then never got to it, which, quite rightly (and I am sorry), can't have endeared me to anyone.
But I'll still play.