Now if I could just win the lottery, because ideally I'd also be horseback riding twice a week and getting my pilot's license, but time and money! But I'm hoping when my debt is paid off in May, that I can then schedule the general aviation thing into the fall (I don't want to start back in the summer, because the air is more turbulent, and my stomach doesn't like it and I want some time to readjust).
I never thought, never for a moment, that my life would become about being physically capable and decisive. But it has, and it's a blessing, mainly because I know what it's like not to have that and not to have the choice of having it.
There's also the voice lessons issue. My voice is actually always my biggest courage issue, and I'm in a really good place to go there right now, but I also know that what I need to get through now is less quality of my voice things (always a thing to do) and just learning how to sing in front of people. Yes, it's time to fail in public, my dears. So hopefully
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Oh! That reminds me, I've been looking at the custom shirt sites again, just because I'm so cranky about shirts in general, and I found one that has both the pale green I haven't been able to find anywhere and amusingly the awful "dishtowel" pinstripe used in one of Jack's shirts on TW. Can I just say it's nice to be engaged in cosplay stupidity when it involves good work shirts I can actually, like, wear, in my life, even if it makes me giggle to myself.