i like the size ratio of your shoulders to your head in the second one, also your expression. the size comparison makes you look very dainty and feminine in it, as opposed to your face--your expression is rather masculine to me. i actually think you are very attractive in it.
I know, it's the only picture where I've ever managed to have shoulders ever! Actually, now that I'm working out I sort of have shoulders... makes me much happier about a lot of things.
it is a good look for you. is working out giving you much arm definition? while sola hates visible muscle tone on women, i find a little of it to be quite sexy. it looks capable. sometimes, i think i'm an odd man.
aside from the physical, i am tired and deep in my heart. regretful that it's difficult now for her, that we have new very major things to consider, that our planned romantic week will be as romantic as her being largely forced to feed and bathe me. hate having to go to her broken, useless, incapable of working to support myself. trying not to let this destroy my self-esteem and pride. am too much of a slytherin sometimes for the necessary amount of dependence.
The whole situation is seriously sucky, but shit happens, and lord knows a series of events like this could not be further from your fault.
My arms don't have hardly any definintion yet (something which has always frustrated me, and which I haven't had in them since I was like 17), and it's sort of making me crazy. I used to entirely share Sola's opinion (just ask my SCA friend who is offering to help me with fighting and all that), and I may perhaps still do -- certainly I unprefer it in any feminine woman with long hair who I would expect to see in a strapless summer sundress or some such. But I'm not that woman. I live a life of such necessity, I've decided it makes more sense for it to look as if that's the case.
Of course, I'm in the throes of one of my _things_ -- it's just has a more productive result than most of said _things_. Also -- I am gearing up to go to a nation of hot people who hang out on the beach all the time. I have _got_ to get my shit together.
Ah... when my myriad issues and obsessions converge, eh?
she has been trying to massage the knot of guilt away. she had to convince michael that we were 'allowed' to need a wheelchair.
it entirely depends on who you ask here, with regard to ideal feminine physique. i come from a country of intensely capable women. i agree that it's entirely incongruous in a summer dress, and i am personally not fond of athletic women very often. i can't often grasp the appeal of fragility (except, oddly, in young men). michael appreciates it most, though particularly in asian women. and you are correct: you are not that woman, and it would be a waste of your time and skills to attempt to be such.
it can be powerful when they converge.
speaking of obsessions, despite my chocolate allergy, i am greatly looking forward to visiting australian homemade.
Well, they do have a number of white choclate creations -- so you should be safe. I can't wait to meet you, once capable of course.
BTW, if you are interested, there may be random odd jobs I don't have time for that I may be able to refer your way during convalesence (mostly data entry from home, and occassionally actors who need someone to run lines with them).
I would certainly take them into consideration. Any little bit would help at this point, since I haven't any idea when I would be up for hiking to and from the train on a daily basis.
Anything with raspberry? She and Ive are both absurdly fond of raspberry, and likely whether it's white or milk or dark, I'll find some of the raspberry chocolate in my mouth.
I am looking forward to meeting you, as well. If nothing else, there's the absurd wedding in January.
No raspberry -- it doesn't fit into their food logic at all -- although tye do sometimes have raspberry sorbet in their icecream section.
That said, I can absolutely point you ot other phenomenal raspberry things -- it's my mother's favourite flavour as well.. and I grew up being dragged all over the city after certain chocolates and such over it.
Excellent. Nothing pleases him more than raspberry things and he takes such a sensual pleasure in raspberry foods that it's entirely worth the effort simply to watch him consume it.
In that Faraway icon, you look something like an actress I saw on StarGate the other night. Um, and her character sold out her world to the Go'auld and built phase shifting bombs. Yeah. But anyway, coolness!
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Date: 2004-08-04 05:49 am (UTC)Anyway... thank you. How are you holding up?
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Date: 2004-08-04 01:16 pm (UTC)aside from the physical, i am tired and deep in my heart. regretful that it's difficult now for her, that we have new very major things to consider, that our planned romantic week will be as romantic as her being largely forced to feed and bathe me. hate having to go to her broken, useless, incapable of working to support myself. trying not to let this destroy my self-esteem and pride. am too much of a slytherin sometimes for the necessary amount of dependence.
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Date: 2004-08-04 04:17 pm (UTC)The whole situation is seriously sucky, but shit happens, and lord knows a series of events like this could not be further from your fault.
My arms don't have hardly any definintion yet (something which has always frustrated me, and which I haven't had in them since I was like 17), and it's sort of making me crazy. I used to entirely share Sola's opinion (just ask my SCA friend who is offering to help me with fighting and all that), and I may perhaps still do -- certainly I unprefer it in any feminine woman with long hair who I would expect to see in a strapless summer sundress or some such. But I'm not that woman. I live a life of such necessity, I've decided it makes more sense for it to look as if that's the case.
Of course, I'm in the throes of one of my _things_ -- it's just has a more productive result than most of said _things_. Also -- I am gearing up to go to a nation of hot people who hang out on the beach all the time. I have _got_ to get my shit together.
Ah... when my myriad issues and obsessions converge, eh?
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Date: 2004-08-04 04:53 pm (UTC)it entirely depends on who you ask here, with regard to ideal feminine physique. i come from a country of intensely capable women. i agree that it's entirely incongruous in a summer dress, and i am personally not fond of athletic women very often. i can't often grasp the appeal of fragility (except, oddly, in young men). michael appreciates it most, though particularly in asian women. and you are correct: you are not that woman, and it would be a waste of your time and skills to attempt to be such.
it can be powerful when they converge.
speaking of obsessions, despite my chocolate allergy, i am greatly looking forward to visiting australian homemade.
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Date: 2004-08-04 08:40 pm (UTC)BTW, if you are interested, there may be random odd jobs I don't have time for that I may be able to refer your way during convalesence (mostly data entry from home, and occassionally actors who need someone to run lines with them).
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Date: 2004-08-05 12:01 am (UTC)Anything with raspberry? She and Ive are both absurdly fond of raspberry, and likely whether it's white or milk or dark, I'll find some of the raspberry chocolate in my mouth.
I am looking forward to meeting you, as well. If nothing else, there's the absurd wedding in January.
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Date: 2004-08-05 12:02 am (UTC)Bleh.
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Date: 2004-08-05 05:41 am (UTC)That said, I can absolutely point you ot other phenomenal raspberry things -- it's my mother's favourite flavour as well.. and I grew up being dragged all over the city after certain chocolates and such over it.
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Date: 2004-08-05 01:43 pm (UTC)I'll be there tomorrow night.
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Date: 2004-08-04 04:24 pm (UTC)It's making me say all sorts of dorky things though. "Hey, if I see the world out to the Go'auld, think they could pay my rent for a bit?"
Ah, I suppose this may well only be funny to me, although I suspect you can appreciate the sentiment.
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Date: 2004-08-04 08:41 pm (UTC)Glowing eyes might be hot though.
*attempts to think of Kwisatz Haderach joke; fails*
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Date: 2004-08-05 05:33 am (UTC)We came to the conclusion that Jack and Daniel are like Alex & Meier, only Daniel's grown a backbone and Jack shoots things a tiny bit less.
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