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Today it's a headache. Still weak. Still cold out. Can eat, but am uninspired by all. Definitely not riding. I can't think of a more precise version of hell. I really thought I was going to tough it out today (watching "making of" stuff about movies makes me that way -- they were cold! wet and miserable for months! I can go to my bloody riding lesson! -- but you see, I have a choice, and sometimes the right thing to do is exercise that choice).
Sydney is now close enough I can see the weather forecast for the day I leave. I AM SO SCARED.
Tonight: Director's Cut of King Arthur, whichis more or less to blame for all this horse nonsense anyway. You know, eventhough I'm not very good yet, I really would ride every day if I could.
Also: New HP book! new HP book! July 16! Eeeee.
Sydney is now close enough I can see the weather forecast for the day I leave. I AM SO SCARED.
Tonight: Director's Cut of King Arthur, whichis more or less to blame for all this horse nonsense anyway. You know, eventhough I'm not very good yet, I really would ride every day if I could.
Also: New HP book! new HP book! July 16! Eeeee.
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however, also the Fear. This coming year is full of things I have been looking forward to for some time, and yet the giant potential for suck is maddening.
On another front, hope you feel better soon.
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You'll love Sydney, I'm guessing, and it'll change your outlook in one way or another. I can't wait to hear about it!