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I'm not sure how I made my schedule so stupid today, but I did. I have a photoshoot soon, which is fine, and then work, which is fine, and then four hours before rehearsing my cast which is not fine, since it would be stupid to go home, but what am I going to do for four hours? It kind of makes me want to cry. I suppose I will hide in B&N. At least I am relatively well-rested. It is bad to be fundamentally misanthropic and a director. I mean, despite the fact that I'm good at this and enjoy it, it really does make me unreasonably tired. To riff on an ongoing gag between Kat and I, "you got elephant in my misanthropic bullshit!"

Meanwhile tomorrow I'm being in a documentary about women's issues and t-shirt slogans. I'm supposed to wear my chick boxing team shirt and answer questions about feminism more or less, and like be smart and anti-labels I suppose, but I kind of just want to wear the Republicans for Voldemort shirt and make a nuisance of myself. Which is cruel, as it's a student project. Luckily, it won't take very long, and I can probably phone in the appearance of intelligence. Honestly, my biggest challenge is not explaining why I don't think a given question makes sense, which is something I do to people all the time, and mostly isn't very nice -- but -- what's my biggest political issue from a woman's perspective? Obviously, the fact that I am actually a girl is involved in most of my opinions, but wow I don't think about that very much, even on the political/reproductive/general personal freedom front. Like... fuck politics can we get some common sense please? The more I think about it, I think my worldview is that politics should be for everything but governance, which is a bit twisted and definitely not-enough-sleep logic.

Also, my hair kind of looks like shit right now, yet I don't feel like cutting it. Aie.