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Jul. 19th, 2003 12:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rmAs some of you know, it was thinking about how acting could assist the writing process that got me on what I am doing now.
In my extreme stupidity, I neglected to think about how writing can assist the acting process. Duh duh duh duh. If that's how I access people's brains right now, I should use it.
And as encouraging as that rather obvious discovery is, I'm in my "oh my god panic panic I need another project" thing right now, which is silly, as it will happen and probably sooner than I think. Shitty week in Backstage is all, and a lot of daunting stuff going on for me.
At least I'll be in the theater the next three days, although that promises to be as peculiar as anything else, considering the situation is basically a meet and greet for anyone but me, but even so, I should do my best to be a presentable stage manager during that time.
Part of my anxiety is probably attributable to a number of dreams about sleeping through entrances and missing performances and generally proving myself unworthy. (additionally there was a moment where everyone forgot the words to a song and I was the only one who sang out loudly and clearly and was then chastised on stage by the music director who was my third grade music teacher for my sillibant S which has become my slightly psychotic obsession of the moment).
Unworthy of what precisely, remains to be seen.
In my extreme stupidity, I neglected to think about how writing can assist the acting process. Duh duh duh duh. If that's how I access people's brains right now, I should use it.
And as encouraging as that rather obvious discovery is, I'm in my "oh my god panic panic I need another project" thing right now, which is silly, as it will happen and probably sooner than I think. Shitty week in Backstage is all, and a lot of daunting stuff going on for me.
At least I'll be in the theater the next three days, although that promises to be as peculiar as anything else, considering the situation is basically a meet and greet for anyone but me, but even so, I should do my best to be a presentable stage manager during that time.
Part of my anxiety is probably attributable to a number of dreams about sleeping through entrances and missing performances and generally proving myself unworthy. (additionally there was a moment where everyone forgot the words to a song and I was the only one who sang out loudly and clearly and was then chastised on stage by the music director who was my third grade music teacher for my sillibant S which has become my slightly psychotic obsession of the moment).
Unworthy of what precisely, remains to be seen.
