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[rm]

I dreamed about Australia and Kali and Daniel and my NIDA film & tv teacher who makes me stamp my feet even in dreams it seems. Mostly I just miss it, in a hard, simple absolute way where telling you the details don't mater. I was howling to Alison last night for a while about the bad behavior of various people when I was there, so that it was in my mind makes sense.

It's going to be 78 degrees today! How screwed up is that? And I have to go to work, although I will be popping out to go to the farmers market and buy Easter candy I can't eat yet.

I ate in a restaurant last night! Just avocado sushi, but I ate in a restaurant! And the chicken from a few nights ago hasn't seemed to harm me. But not having heard from the doctor yet, I'm going to stick mostly with rice, and add these sorts of easy vegetables and lean meats and nothing else for a bit. ETA: Or apparently not. I'm getting better if I just eat bread and rice. It's not awful right now, but definitely a bit of backslide. Dammit, i wish I'd hear from the doctor! This is making me crazy, and the fear that the tests won't have found anything and this will get more complicated and invasive really scares me.

Did you know that because New York State's tax returns are processed in Massachusetts we don't have to put ours in the mail until the 18th because of Patriot's Day?

I'm still thinking a lot about the waltz scene in Enchanted -- I really really want it.

Next week Kali and I continue our Queer as Folk marathon. I'm stupidly excited. As I said to her, "If we didn't have Descensus I would be thinking about this all the time." Sometimes the show is hard to watch because the looming disasters are so obvious, and the Dr. Dave plotline -- it's like... okay, Dave is right about Brian's bad behavior, but Dave is nuts and clingy and the pseudo dom shit has go to go -- Michael, dump his crazy ass. Was the character supposed to be crazy or did no one notice?

Other than that, I'm also supposed to start socializing again next week, since I can apparently function to a certain degree. After the last few days though, that feels more taxing than I can possibly imagine, so I might have to defer it all another week. I've spent all my time obsessing on food, planning food and listening to every grumbly nuance of my instestine -- no matter how much alone time I've had, none of it has been dedicated to the things I need alone time for. Also, I have got to just sit with the current D&B contests. They are all perfect for me, but normally these things just come to me, and they haven't yet. But seriously, is there anyone better suited on this earth to writing a 450 word story entirely in dialogue about someone's life choices?

Comments

[melebeth]

You're just getting to watch QaF now? You lucky person you! I came in mid-second season and then had to wait to see what happened. Waiting sucks.

[rm.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I've never had Showtime, so it's all new to me.

[blue-by-you.livejournal.com]

I'd really like to read your stories in dialogue. I like to set myself a word limit and create a dialogue from it. For example, I say, each character will speak 4 words (each time they speak) and I don't use any words but the dialogue.