rm | understanding

I realize that the reason I've done some of the things I have in my life, is that the only way I am capable of putting intense, nasty criticism aside (of which I've had a great deal in my life, often for no good reason), is to be stronger and tougher, is to be able to say, "you can think that, but you don't have a goddamn clue who I am."

Which is probably the most succint I've ever managed to be about the story I feel impelled to tell over and over again, and naturally, also has relevance in the stories and characters that compell me.

Which reminds me, more character math:

Satine + Trinity = Molly Millions

(I did post Agent Smith + Tick/Mitzi = Elrond, right? I love character math. It sort of endlessly amuses me).

Speaking of the movies, I am so going to the movies tonight. Lost in Translation. And then the new Matrix movie tomorrow. It's what I need. A lot.

Also speaking of movies -- why the hell isn't My Own Private Idaho out on DVD?

P.S. -- Do not fuck with me today. Citibank is my bitch. I have finally reported the Kinkos of the Damned for all their evil after a lenghty and bizarre incident today where I was accused of breaking a printer and then refused the opportunity to speak to the manager.

P.P.S. -- I do what I do really really well. And that's called live. So fuck off.

P.P.P.S. -- fandom, you do not even have permission to bite me. Iew iew ick, get it off me!