emo, but true

[rm]

I have come to the unfortunate conclusion that I am not ambitious because I'm ambitious, but because I'm afraid if I fail no one will love me.

My ambition has gotten very big in the last few years, and I've done very well with it, but I've had a hard couple of weeks, and I'm not in the best state.

Patty, however, aside from being kind, helpful, reasonable, good, and all teh stuff I don't talk to you all about, FOUND MY MISSING PASSPORT.

That's one huge nightmare off my plate.

Seriously though, you can never be too old to have a "guess I'm not the person I thought I was" moment, but it's so damn taxing.

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[graene.livejournal.com]

Hey you know my story ("we'll love you if you do you best" but if I failed it wasn't my best) and my level of ambition at this point.

I refrained on the stealing babies comment yesterday, but when you want some 'unconditional' love (only she is supposed to use the word no just now), they're right over here.

[rm.livejournal.com]

Patty is very excited by future loaner babies. (babies for Patty, is, I think anything under 10).

[graene.livejournal.com]

I rather thought you'd prefer not to have them by themselves while diapers are still involved.

[lawnrrd]

Have I got a deal for you!