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Fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I accidentally just toasted by deulling paper.

There is no way to get it back.

Choices:

- badly ramble for 40 minutes and be humiliated
- withdraw paper that was promoted to entire conference while I'm still here and be humiliated
- withdraw paper and hide in hotel room for rest of conference so people think I left and have trip ruined

I think HP fandom and I just parted ways forcefully.

I am freaking out.

Comments

[tdanaher.livejournal.com]

Many of the people who are going to listen to you are showing up to get information and perspective on the subject. You have those to give. Just...talk to the audience?