I have fears, and none of them are you, or the exposure of what turns my crank or how I express myself. You don't even know me (and whatever it is you think I am, I am not), so how dare you call me and my tribe cowards and then take your ball and slink off home. There's really no greater insult, not just to the people you claim you were trying to engage, but to yourself. Generally speaking, I think shame is an ugly and useless emotion, and then things like this happen, and I realize I hope you have a lot of it, not because you deserve it, but because it's the only thing that would explain the viciousness and irrationality of your actions.
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(What am I talking about? I'm talking about
ogi_ogas's assertion that "'some deep sense of pleasure or satisfaction ultimately rooted in subcortical circuits' compels us to seek out slash/transsexuals despite fearing exposure to society at large." Context here: http://shaggirl.livejournal.com/190980.html)
*sigh*
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(What am I talking about? I'm talking about
*sigh*
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Date: 2009-09-03 09:44 am (UTC)I'm curious to know where I would fit in his research, as a person society would identify as a heterosexual woman, who "seeks out" BOTH slash and transsexuals. And my fear of "exposure to society at large" has nothing to do with my sexuality and everything to do with my gender. I learned a long time ago to be afraid of exposure to society because I am a woman. Society is a dangerous place for me. It views me as inferior, it rapes and abuses me, it tells me that I have to have children and then blames me for how I raise them. What society thinks of my sex life and fantasies is much less terrifying to me than what society thinks of ME as a human being.
And am I the only one who noticed his assertion that the fandom is the far left? (He makes a comment about seeing how he's treated by the far right.) While I'll admit to being far left, I'm not sure the entire fandom is left leaning (another assumption about the group he is "studying"), but really the question is ... what does politics have to do with any of this anyway?
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Date: 2009-09-03 11:04 am (UTC)Language that can commonly be found in certain Leftist circles... so, go figure.
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Date: 2009-09-03 01:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-03 01:21 pm (UTC)Still, it makes him look silly and very uninformed about the world at large, not just fandom.
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Date: 2009-09-03 02:02 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-08 12:45 am (UTC)The political comment made me wonder, too. Your guess is as good as mine or anyone else's what he's really hoping to accomplish.