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Jun. 23rd, 2006
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Jun. 23rd, 2006 09:28 amI am having a hard time getting a move on this morning. I need to go to the office for a couple of hours before going to set, which despite the fact that money is good, I really hope is a straight eight as it's out at Silver Cup and they are only busing as a far as the 7 train and my check in is at 2:30pm.
A big part of the problem is that I've not really eaten properly in two days. I know, bad. But my body is just waaaay not down with the idea right now. Perfectly understandable, but it must be moved passed, as food can only help (even if there is a certain degree of thoughts of loss there too that I'm not really in a zone to deal with right now).
I have to also call in Amerifilm about some stuff today. That sort of thing always makes me tense -- you get asked to call in, and then because so many idiots call-in without invitation and piss off the people who answer the phones, you can sometimes deal with some really intimidating brusqueness until you justify yourself.
I start a new Heyer book today, and I'll bring paper, either to work on one of 8 billion wizardly fragments, or more stuff for the original piece. I wrote something, sort of in jest, a few nights ago that amused me. I have to trick myself a lot to get this done it seems.
The characters, btw, largely do have names at this point, I just continue to omit most of them because I feel weird about them, as if I can't sell them to you in fragments, and so don't want them to distract. Again, this is stuff for me working things out, not asctually stuff in the piece.
( fragment of smut novel thing )
also any Snape/ Harry recs out there that I haven't read and have something resembling a plot? It's the one pairing that lacks any context other than whatever it is for me, so I can read it even in my worst moods.
A big part of the problem is that I've not really eaten properly in two days. I know, bad. But my body is just waaaay not down with the idea right now. Perfectly understandable, but it must be moved passed, as food can only help (even if there is a certain degree of thoughts of loss there too that I'm not really in a zone to deal with right now).
I have to also call in Amerifilm about some stuff today. That sort of thing always makes me tense -- you get asked to call in, and then because so many idiots call-in without invitation and piss off the people who answer the phones, you can sometimes deal with some really intimidating brusqueness until you justify yourself.
I start a new Heyer book today, and I'll bring paper, either to work on one of 8 billion wizardly fragments, or more stuff for the original piece. I wrote something, sort of in jest, a few nights ago that amused me. I have to trick myself a lot to get this done it seems.
The characters, btw, largely do have names at this point, I just continue to omit most of them because I feel weird about them, as if I can't sell them to you in fragments, and so don't want them to distract. Again, this is stuff for me working things out, not asctually stuff in the piece.
( fragment of smut novel thing )
also any Snape/ Harry recs out there that I haven't read and have something resembling a plot? It's the one pairing that lacks any context other than whatever it is for me, so I can read it even in my worst moods.