You can do anything you want

[rm]

Because I am really tired, I don't know how to say this without it sounding like "look at all the neat weird stuff I've done because I'm well... peculiar and ambitious" (which is not the point of this at all) BUT

You can do anything you want.

There's nothing in the world only one other person is interested in, and with enough research and perseverence there are few experiences out there that are truly unavailable, even if they are not necessarily available at the level you'd want them at.

But there's nothing you can't at least taste.

I'm an unathletic girl who rides horses in New York City, for fucks sake. And I once took a free sailing class sponsored by the parks department so I could take out the free sailboat thingies over on the Hudson; they've kayaks too. I've flown a plane, been part of a really extraordinary community of musical artists, been hung twenty feet up in the air for a Halloween performance, and taken a truly weird variety of dance classes.

All because I've felt like it. All because it never occured to me that opportunities to indulge both my long term ambitions and my weird crap of the moment maybe shouldn't exist.

Being single in NYC, I have some luxury of time and opportunity many don't, I do understand this. But the notion that some things in the world are only for other people -- it's foolish and weird and I don't understand it.

There's an extraordinary array of things you can do in this world to live out your fantasies and to build the life you want... often for less money than you'd think if you're clever and persistant.

I wish people would look around more, be ridiculous more and view the long list of things they were never supposed to be as a call to arms.

What do you want to do, what's stopping you, and does that really strike you as reasonable?

Comments

[rm.livejournal.com]

You know, life tends to be pretty disasterous and impractical whether we assist it or not. There's nothing in the world not doing this will keep you safe from, so why the hell not? Anyway, hope you got some small amount of sleep.

[schpahky.livejournal.com]

I did, thanks, a couple of hours. Definitely definitely feel 30 in body today, urgh. I am pretty impressed with myself though. I knew this would all get done in a flood of adrenalin at the end.

Tomorrow: personal day.