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I've had an insanely stressful several days -- a great deal of unforseen events and relying on the people in my life far more than I am in fact comfortable with, mainly because I don't know how to repay these debts in anything but the most literal sense and I am, as a rule, uncomfortable with people doing things for me because they care about me -- which is entlrey weird I know -- but rewards for anything other than theoretically objective merit completely freak me out. *sigh* Anyway, the people in my life rock, and if they could just stop the three weeks of rain, they'd be perfect.

I've two auditions today and am skipping Stars in the Alley, because it's pouring, and I'm a little bit in seige mentality.

I need to be more serious about my yoga practice, but that also means being able to get up in the mornings -- sunlight and temperatures over 60 would go a long way towards that.

In other news I have an interview to do front of house work for an off-off-Broadway show tomorrow, and another interview next week to work as a gourment food demonstrator in supermarkets.

Comments

[tsarina.livejournal.com]

I shall put a call in to President Putin and see if he'll loan me his weather control team... the Soviets were all about controlling the rain. There was never a washed out May Day celebration once they got their methods perfected.

[rezendi.livejournal.com]

rewards for anything other than theoretically objective merit completely freak me out.

I know that song; I play it myself.