but at the same time, I feel like it has the potential to force me, over and over, to choose whether I am a coward or not.
It does. And it sucks. I had to keep reminding my parents over and over and I still had very little indication that any of it sunk in. (Except for a few times when my parents would point out that actresses I had crushes on were on some movie on TV or something). Sorry you're going through this.
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Date: 2006-04-09 06:08 pm (UTC)It does. And it sucks. I had to keep reminding my parents over and over and I still had very little indication that any of it sunk in. (Except for a few times when my parents would point out that actresses I had crushes on were on some movie on TV or something). Sorry you're going through this.