damn and blast

[rm]

I didn't pass the test at work. And I hate it. I just hate it. It's perfectly normal for what we do here, but it makes me angry with myself in the craziest way. I actually felt the switch flip this time, but ugh. If I say anything else it will be too self-hating and lame for words. As little self-control as it seems like I have right now, you wouldn't believe how much I am exercising.

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[fuyukodachi.livejournal.com]

Today is full of asshats. I want a do-over.

[rm.livejournal.com]

I love fez!cat.

I keep pinching the inside of my arm as it's the only thing that's keeping my brain clear enough to do ANYTHING.

[askeladden.livejournal.com]

On Monday I failed my 90 W.P.M. test with 26 errors-- 22 is passing. Today, on my second attempt, I was unable to transcribe a single sentence of the five minute take. So yeah. Gnash spit.