damn and blast

[rm]

I didn't pass the test at work. And I hate it. I just hate it. It's perfectly normal for what we do here, but it makes me angry with myself in the craziest way. I actually felt the switch flip this time, but ugh. If I say anything else it will be too self-hating and lame for words. As little self-control as it seems like I have right now, you wouldn't believe how much I am exercising.