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Sep. 4th, 2003 01:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rmI am so fucking tired.
I have an audition today I'm in no condition for and one on Monday that I _must_ turn my attention to immediately.
I have an interview for a PR job on Tuesday. The office has a dog. I am in the process for some other jobs in offices that don't have dogs, but I dunno what it is up with that yet.
Cheaper and cheaper fare notices keep landing in my box for Sydney. Like all things in my life, this started as something silly and foolish and almost crass and turned into something totally different. It's really good for me to have a goal that is something other than "paying rent" or "be famous now". Sydney, regardless of when I get there and how it is, helps that.
The anxiety is gone for a minute, but I can feel it like a warning. No, I won't forget about you.
Soooo tired. Stupid stupid stupid.
I have an audition today I'm in no condition for and one on Monday that I _must_ turn my attention to immediately.
I have an interview for a PR job on Tuesday. The office has a dog. I am in the process for some other jobs in offices that don't have dogs, but I dunno what it is up with that yet.
Cheaper and cheaper fare notices keep landing in my box for Sydney. Like all things in my life, this started as something silly and foolish and almost crass and turned into something totally different. It's really good for me to have a goal that is something other than "paying rent" or "be famous now". Sydney, regardless of when I get there and how it is, helps that.
The anxiety is gone for a minute, but I can feel it like a warning. No, I won't forget about you.
Soooo tired. Stupid stupid stupid.
