I just saw the new trailer. OMG, woah. So stupidly excited for this. And, as an aside, so not happy that the ancient weapons class is scheduled against the boarding actions class at ISMAC.
Okay this post should come with a warning: do not watch in public computer center, will make fool of self.
Holy shit. I mean, I know there are going to be HUGE problems and I am so swept away by how incredibly beautiful it is I don't know what to do other than be delighted.
I completely made a fool of myself. Less blubbering, more the little sounds that come with an intense chill.
Very recently actually I was talking to my mother and I said something about how I've always wanted a brotherhood. "What's wrong with a sisterhood?" she asked.
I don't know. I don't know.
But really, the whole thing gets me and gets at me.
It's not that there's anything wrong with it, it's that it's different. I always knew that, but doing what I do now really brings it home. With women there is always subtrafuge, and this survival instinct that would damn your best friend it seems. It helps make me a better fencer, but it also helps make me all naivete and wonderment about this world that I've entered into. What's a given in the ethics of boys of this sort is another country to me.
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Date: 2007-02-22 04:36 pm (UTC)Holy shit. I mean, I know there are going to be HUGE problems and I am so swept away by how incredibly beautiful it is I don't know what to do other than be delighted.
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Date: 2007-02-22 04:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-22 04:44 pm (UTC)Very recently actually I was talking to my mother and I said something about how I've always wanted a brotherhood. "What's wrong with a sisterhood?" she asked.
I don't know. I don't know.
But really, the whole thing gets me and gets at me.
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Date: 2007-02-22 07:18 pm (UTC)