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Oct. 22nd, 2008 09:57 amThe window gate guy called and asked me if I'd moved all the furniture so they could install the gates. While this should have, probably, been obvious to me, it wasn't, and everything is still a mess from the robbery.
I panicked and told him I hadn't and couldn't by myself and did we need to reschedule and would it cost even more. I haven't been well, I said, since the robbery. Who the fuck says that? What sort of complete weakling am I?
So he said we'd work it out and now I'm cleaning the bedroom frantically so we can move furniture and they stole the diamond and ruby (cheap, shitty) earrings my racist, anti-semitic grandmother left me and did I think I was okay?
Hahahahaahah.
I panicked and told him I hadn't and couldn't by myself and did we need to reschedule and would it cost even more. I haven't been well, I said, since the robbery. Who the fuck says that? What sort of complete weakling am I?
So he said we'd work it out and now I'm cleaning the bedroom frantically so we can move furniture and they stole the diamond and ruby (cheap, shitty) earrings my racist, anti-semitic grandmother left me and did I think I was okay?
Hahahahaahah.
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Date: 2008-10-22 02:55 pm (UTC)The bottom line is that you were violated.
Your space was invaded and things were taken from you.
It's not OK, but it is how you are supposed to feel.
You'll be OK when you are OK and not a moment before.
And that will take time.
DO NOT punish yourself for being human.
DO NOT.
I'm physically close enough to annoy you if you do.
Thoughts and prayers to you and yours.
And take a moment for yourself OK?
Please.
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Date: 2008-10-22 03:00 pm (UTC)