Doctor Who
Jul. 5th, 2010 12:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rm1. HOW CAN ANYONE HATE RIVER SONG? She's Jack, but with tits and frizzy hair. As someone with tits and frizzy hair I hate the haters on River Song. Seriously, the Jack references are SO OBVIOUS -- the drape of that dress is the girl version of Jack's coat; her lines are just as bad, and that teeny tiny blaster is the same model as the one pulled out of John Hart's ass in KKBB. Hell, I bet she's slept with John Hart.
2. I love the 51st Century! Oh, the things this season is doing with the military.
3. Wait, back to River Song.... the very good man she killed... it's the Doctor, isn't it?
4. Wow, I'm working on something related to how sacrifice of one's life is the gold standard for heroism in the Whoniverse and how that prevents the show's narrative heroes (the Doctor and Jack, primarily) from ever being actual heroes by the show's own definintion and wow this episode just handed me everything I needed on a platter with Octavian.
"Ready?" the Doctor asks.
"Content," comes the response.
The Doctor and Jack can never sacrifice themselves for anyone, can never be content!!!!
5. And if you think I didn't find that resonant with Ianto's death too, you're out of your mind.
6. Rory's speech about how the Doctor destroys people because they want to make him proud!!! Spot on! Also resonant with pretty much all the fuckery that goes down in Torchwood.
7. This season is weird in that it feels more like a children's show in pacing, exposition and staging, and yet the dark, dark, dark themes are still there. Silence and genocide! Ah, Doctor!
8. I didn't feel like "Vampires of Venice" was a major episode, but I suspect it will be so in retrospect.
9. Extension of the Weeping Angel mythology is challenging, at least to my Jack/Weeping Angel, eye-gouging sex fic, but I can work with it.
9.5 -- Oh hey, when River tells the Doctor that there's "a thing in there that can't die" did anyone else go "OH SHIT, THE DOCTOR THINKS IT'S JACK?"
10. Yeah, I'm not well.
11. There is truth in the meta on this show.
"That's a fairytale."
"So are we."
!!!!!!
12. Oh, oh, oh the things about death!!! Never being born vs. just dying. The horror of being undone as opposed to dead. Oh!
Right, so in three days I'll be in a plane over the Atlantic. I can't even process it. I think the idea that I can break this mood is probably bullshit. I'm just going to be in a weird space for a few days, and it is what it is.
In speaking with my mother on the phone earlier it occurred to me, not for the first time, but for the first time in a while, that I can only write -- in any genre, really -- from a place of sadness, of longing, of desire, of mourning, regardless of whether I'm writing something sad or not. It's just one of those Ways That I Am, but right now I feel very tired out by it.
My mother was saying how my paper is about something so neat and fun earlier, and I was like "Mom, it's awesome. I love what I'm doing work on, and I think my subject is fascinating, and quirky, and beautiful and really, really elegant. But it's sad. And it's exhausting to have to spend so much time in other people's grief, some of which I share and some of which I don't understand at all. And I do it every day, because I'm looking at everything I'm reading and watching through this lens, every day. I watch a show I love, and I sit there watching it through 'he's dead, he's dead, he's dead' so no matter how excited I am by this scholarship, RIGHT NOW I AM VERY TIRED."
Getting to say that made me feel about 200% better, too. But death project moratorium for a week post-Bristol (it's one reason I'm doing the Imperial War Museum before the conference and not after) before I start working on the D*C presentation. I suspect this will all feel moderately different on July 10. I can't wait. Take me there.
Meanwhile, as much as I don't buy this Doctor as a sexual creature (Nine wanted to fuck, Ten wanted to have his heart broken, Eleven doesn't want to think about how fucked up he was as Nine and Ten), anyone got any Amy/Rory/Eleven that will change my mind?
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Date: 2010-07-05 06:13 am (UTC)3. Wait, back to River Song.... the very good man she killed... it's the Doctor, isn't it?
That certainly seems to be the implication - and I love how this is what makes him begin to be really interested. (Future wife? Run away run away! Future killer? Hmmm, now isn't that interesting...) Dear Doctor, you are impossible screwed up. But River loves you like that, so it's OK! :)
The Doctor and Jack can never sacrifice themselves for anyone, can never be content!!!!
That is a very interesting point. (Love Octavian.)
Rory's speech about how the Doctor destroys people because they want to make him proud!!! Spot on! Also resonant with pretty much all the fuckery that goes down in Torchwood.
Oh Rory. He is very perceptive.
This season is weird in that it feels more like a children's show in pacing, exposition and staging, and yet the dark, dark, dark themes are still there. Silence and genocide! Ah, Doctor!
Like you say, there is truth in the meta. It's all a fairy tale, but how. (Love this quote by the Moff: Maybe this isn't new but it is my view: Doctor Who is a fairy tale – not sci-fi, not fantasy but properly a fairy tale. And I don't mean Disney-style where the endings are changed and everyone lives. Doctor Who is how we warn our children that there are people in the world who want to eat them.)
Oh I love this season in about a million different ways, and I want you to watch the rest so I can see what you make of it! (It's SO hard not to spoil you...)
And all the best for the next week! *crosses fingers*
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Date: 2010-07-05 06:17 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-05 07:21 am (UTC)Except that, as resoundingly true as it is, Rory's tirade here was really bizarre to me because at that point he'd known the Doctor for approximately 5 minutes (this is only a tiny bit of hyperbole). How would even the most perceptive person get all that about the Doctor in such a short time?
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Date: 2010-07-05 11:46 am (UTC)Also I think his tirade is coming from a very personal place - when he says 'people', he means Amy.